
Committing to self-inquiry, recovery, or another form of healing, can be a long process, one that requires honest truths to be faced alone with yourself (or if you’re blessed, with a professional of some kind). You run the risk of decline when you delve into your depths, mostly because what lies inside of you can be unpredictably depressing, destabilising, and perhaps even unforeseeably dark.
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“Delving into the waters of self-work can be braver than anything else, but with it can come loss and pain. The pain that may wait for release from inside of you has laid dormant and quiet for a reason – don’t take this journey lightly, protecting yourself from steep decline is YOUR RESPONSIBILITY. Safety must become your priority, then health, although the two do seem to go hand in hand. In other words, these two aspects of life can be your crutch through darker times, but when you lose that crutch you risk falling down forever, since nobody is likely to pick you up, dust you off, and send you on your way. Life proved to me that you are alone in this, especially when the tough times come. I hope that you feel your way intuitively herein, and only step into what you are ready to face. Quite likely, your mind and body will say no, make it your duty to yourself to listen and respond accordingly.”
Ana Maria Santuario, on staying safe and healthy, 2022.
Ana Maria Santuario trusts that those who commit to self-help efforts will endeavour to protect themselves from decline and deterioration by ensuring they also commit to self-preservation. Instinct often plays a part here and should step in on your behalf anyway, the mind and body are powerfully intuitive when trusted to be. Please listen to yourself above any other, including Miss Ana Maria, or any of her recommended vendors, since she cannot save you, or anybody for that matter… she may only guide you towards the ways you may save yourself, and perhaps nudge you towards ways to protect your young from repeating any inheritable patterns.
“Let’s never fear that life gives us more than we can handle and let ourselves know that with certain resources and tools this journey can become more bearable and easier to navigate. It is depressions I speak of, and the riding of the darkness back into the light; PTSD too, as well as paralysing anxiety or grieving a great loss. These are all waves of life, sweeping over a person like a tidal wave that they never saw coming… to drown is an option, but so is breathing whilst underwater…”
Ana Maria Santuario, on self-work, 2021.

Trust yourself, this is the best advice we have all come to learn from our mini evolutions, and it is a journey in and of itself, because trusting yourself also means accepting yourself, which feels nigh on impossible for some of us. This is deep work that a person can feel called upon to do, this exhausting, destabilising, invisible work can be scary, lonely, and very daunting… so, perhaps when it gets too much or you are at risk of drowning, speak up, and Ana Maria may direct you towards gentler realms of self-support and care. Yet, she can only ever point the way, you must walk with decisive, persistent and constant action, every tiny step matters, for there can be no skipping any of them.

“When you are driving towards an unknown destination, through eons of darkness, you only have to shine a light on the road immediately before you to get there safely; there can be no fast-forwarding, for you heighten the risk of crashing and burning if you try to go faster than is safe. There is no magic wand to abracadabra your way 100 miles ahead, wish as one does for that to become so… There can only ever be you and each step laid before you…
For every individual there are infinite possible steps, but all safe and healthy ones will lay on the same foundations, those of love, self-care, and patience. When you ignore, avoid or jump a step, that part of yourself that is stirring to be seen and heard, that is seeking a resolution, well, you will come face to face with it again eventually anyway, so better to face it now (but only if your insides tell you to, don’t let this world rush you).”
Ana Maria Santuario, on taking it all a step at a time, 2022.
Sometimes, the self-work needs a pause, it needs time to readjust and redirect. Sometimes it hurts too damn much to carry on. So never feel like stopping the work is wrong or a bad thing, it is truly necessary at times; and we each return to our pain when the moment feels right, when we have the sustenance and energy enough to do so. It is important to also let go of any shame of being human, which includes the need to rest and recover from intensive self-reflections and other contemplative internal invisible work.
Moreover, sometimes, the reason you receive ‘a call from within’ to stop and press pause, well, it can also be because you need to reach out for aid, and you just haven’t acknowledged it yet. Therefore, we call on all who come to this platform for advice, solace, and support, to find their voice and ask for help from the right people and places when required, because we all need help at times. A key to your own successful journey within is to learn to identify and express your own needs, and find ways of meeting them, either alone or with somebody else’s assistance.
“A friend once expressed: Life will stroke you with a feather, asking you to sit up and pay attention, perhaps to take action, but when you ignore the stroke, it can begin to pelt you with stones; before walloping you around the head with a giant rock, should you continue to ignore something within yourself that is asking to be seen.
The world of mirrors is what she referred to, although I’m not certain she was aware of it back then, still processing, still learning, as we always are; and oftentimes things become far clearer in hindsight! But to clarify, what she was getting at was this, life provides opportunities to release and let go, to evolve beyond your patterns, especially when one is stuck in a perpetual cycle of suffering! But if you ignore what life is trying to show you, or are too sleepy to see it, well, the world will shake you awake until you remain awake (or at least awake-ish).
Life is a mirror reflecting back your own inner world; are you seeing the mirror, or the reflection, because only one leads you home to resolution, peace and freedom? Pointing a finger of blame does nothing but blame the mirror for your reflection being what it is. Far braver and much more effective to delve into your reflections and dive deep enough to shatter the mirrors altogether…”
Ana Maria Santuario, 2022.

It is this kind of change, that of stepping into a world of awareness, self-responsible action, and a reliance on the ancient arts, modern knowledge, and self-empowering healing modalities, that we, as a collective of partnerships, seek for the children of the world. Self-compassion and awareness, reflective living, is the new age revolution, one that presents the world with very steep learning curves…
Any learning curve, post-developmental years, will be an uphill struggle for fully developed adults, is it not far wiser to optimise every child’s sponge-like nature, and empower them with such learnings from an early age? It can save them from decline later in life, and provide them with the ‘internal equipment’ needed to climb their own mountains of life!
As for you, the adults, we just hope the glimpses you receive of the view from the top will push you onward, since the journey can be slow and is full of plateaus and pit-stops. Some of these happy pauses will present you with the option to accept that you’ve done ENOUGH, and they welcome you to sit comfortably exactly where you are, there’s no finish line, so it’s ultimately up to you how far you walk back into yourself.

“With our world in darkness, this is the change I wish for you – to see yourself as I do, with love. “
Ana Maria Santuario, 2021.
Sometimes, ‘enough’ is a helpful word to explore, since enough can mean you stopped having panic attacks at the thought of leaving the house, simply because you stopped trying to go out (don’t worry, you might get there in two years); or, that instead of anxiously departing when meeting a new face, you made a momentary friend, smiled a bit, but chose not to meet them again, all while fully recognising that more friends await in the eaves of this new future you’re exploring, but you’re just not ready yet. Enough means you accept yourself and find peace in who you are.
Oftentimes (always actually), who we are is already enough, we just failed to see it, and the only thing that we need to change is our self-perception. This is the change Ana Maria provokes, a complete reinvention of the self you see in the mirror. Not the physical self, not right now, since for that endeavour you’d need a private chef and personal trainer; yet we do not see physical transformation as the answer to one’s happiness, rather, we see it as a potential result of a person’s happiness (where no disabilities or complex illness have been diagnosed of course). Look no further than celebrity suicide and mental health collapses for evidence that happiness does not lie in the glass mirrors, but in the faces of human connection and community, in togetherness.
One’s perception of themselves is the thing to assess, re-evaluate, and potentially aim to inflict change upon, because when you’re enough for yourself, an internal peace becomes the place you reside, and that place looks and feels a lot like love.
“Take your time working with Ana Maria Santuario’s website, she is in no rush to see you better, nor different; her road was long and she sees no need for you to run towards an imaginary finish line. Self-awareness is all she provokes, and she advocates that change follows on from there, quite naturally in fact. Safe Change also takes time, this much is true, and she will support a gentle appreciation of what real change demands… an inwards journey, which involves the perception of yourself gradually evolving to align with a reality build around the concepts of love, compassion, awareness and acceptance. Reality can, however, be a tough pill to swallow, so, just as Morpheus asks Neo in The Matrix, which colour pill is your preference? Red or Blue? Reality or The Lie? The illusion is comfortable, it feels safe, but reality is where magic happens, both within and around you.”
Hannah Sim, Chief Executive of Faith in Change Publishing, and friend of the author, 2021.








